I am really happy from reading your message, i have the same experience with you that doing a job in the western restaurant. I can tell it is preety tough work. However, we have to do that for survive in my current city(St John's,Newfoundland) .Actually, at my current status, i can not see any light in my future. I am also an very nice ,honest people who always think others benefit without myself. But ,the things still not turn into bright. I am wondering there will be a day that i can get a formal job and lead a beatiful ,colorful life in canada. Maybe it is only a dream. Just a dream..............