Thank sussanpan so much. She sent me a messege and encouraged me to hold on. I was so sad yesterday and the day before yesterday. It was not because of the interview. But today I feel better. Last night I did Yoga, that made me feel calm. This morning I talked to my mother in skype. She is so good to me, does so many things for me and really understands me although I always tell her good news and good things. I am in tears again. Bye